I just figured it was the right thing to do, Since we live together and whatever. Things were definitely different when i arrived But it was suddenly just there again
Yeah i know It's just something i should have said something about when i noticed it was back People usually get freaked out because they expect some horror movie shit Which i guess kind of happens when the change happens But that's just the only thing
More or less It's mostly played out like some kind of Scooby Doo adventure
It's okay I've learned that fate is pretty fucked up in it's own way The more you fight against it the more it screws with other people So you have to just lay back and ride it out
Roman and i fought against a lot of the smaller things But Destiny was always telling me that there was that big f that i couldn't change At the end i guess she was right I fucked up for not listening
i don't think it's wrong to want things to be different. or to try and do things to change what's happening to you. i'd change some things. if i could.
That's a pretty noble change Something i could get behind at least
Only if you want I got a lot of extra cash for xmas that i didn't tell roman about He's been hounding me about getting a job for his lifestyle shit I think we can both agree that we need more in the house than just booze and smokes
I think we're all selfish when it comes to that There's nothing I wouldn't do to go back and make sure i didn't lose destiny I wouldn't have had to take care of roman either
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2016-01-25 02:00 (UTC)I'm gonna be going out to pick up a few things.
Is there anything you really want from the store?
[ a pause in texting ]
Sorry about christmas night
It's probably happening again this month.
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2016-01-25 02:20 (UTC)[ And he pauses here too. ]
you don't need to apologize, you know.
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2016-01-25 02:23 (UTC)I just figured it was the right thing to do,
Since we live together and whatever.
Things were definitely different when i arrived
But it was suddenly just there again
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2016-01-25 02:27 (UTC)i appreciate that.
i don't think people should have to apologize for things that are out of their control.
for the most part. some exceptions apply.
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2016-02-01 01:05 (UTC)It's just something i should have said something about when i noticed it was back
People usually get freaked out because they expect some horror movie shit
Which i guess kind of happens when the change happens
But that's just the only thing
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2016-02-01 03:25 (UTC)no subject
2016-02-01 03:28 (UTC)With all the shit we've seen
It's only natural there's going to be something bigger out there
At leas that's what i've always been told growing up
Besides just being here is really fucking strange
I had already given up on being human
So this is the last thing i expected in any way
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2016-02-01 03:35 (UTC)i'm sorry that it happened to you that way. i really am.
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2016-02-01 03:39 (UTC)It's mostly played out like some kind of Scooby Doo adventure
It's okay
I've learned that fate is pretty fucked up in it's own way
The more you fight against it the more it screws with other people
So you have to just lay back and ride it out
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2016-02-01 03:42 (UTC)where i'm from, we're still pretty determined to fight fate tooth and nail. well, not the capital f kind of fate. that one you don't mess with.
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2016-02-01 03:55 (UTC)But Destiny was always telling me that there was that big f that i couldn't change
At the end i guess she was right
I fucked up for not listening
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2016-02-01 03:58 (UTC)if i could.
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2016-02-01 04:14 (UTC)You're getting a lot of convo for milk
I'm just waiting for roman to get bored and fuck off to a bar before coming back
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2016-02-01 04:41 (UTC)i could check the kitchen to see if we need anything else. if you want. if that would help.
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2016-02-01 05:22 (UTC)Something i could get behind at least
Only if you want
I got a lot of extra cash for xmas that i didn't tell roman about
He's been hounding me about getting a job for his lifestyle shit
I think we can both agree that we need more in the house than just booze and smokes
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2016-02-01 05:25 (UTC)i'm going to look now. and i do agree. his health will suffer eventually for that.
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2016-02-01 05:29 (UTC)There's nothing I wouldn't do to go back and make sure i didn't lose destiny
I wouldn't have had to take care of roman either
You'd think he wasn't human at one point
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2016-02-03 15:48 (UTC)sometimes.
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2016-02-04 02:53 (UTC)He doesn't make it easy
[ there's a break between messages ]
He can be an okay guy
Just has a lot of trust issues
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2016-02-05 05:37 (UTC)i'm not trying to be insulting.
i'm a little worried.
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2016-02-05 08:43 (UTC)His mom was something else
And i killed him last time we met outside of here
So i guess trust issues is the least that could happen
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2016-02-06 18:17 (UTC)[ He's not worried about himself, because who thinks like that? Not this guy. But... ]
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2016-02-07 08:30 (UTC)not the way we would anyway
he knows why i did it
and i wouldnt try to do it again unless he was really dangerous