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[solastial]

Will Solace lives at #1434.
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[solastial]

thanks!

i appreciate that.
i don't think people should have to apologize for things that are out of their control.
for the most part. some exceptions apply.

[urla]

Yeah i know
It's just something i should have said something about when i noticed it was back
People usually get freaked out because they expect some horror movie shit
Which i guess kind of happens when the change happens
But that's just the only thing

[solastial]

would it be weird to say i've seen stranger things?

[urla]

Nah
With all the shit we've seen
It's only natural there's going to be something bigger out there
At leas that's what i've always been told growing up

Besides just being here is really fucking strange
I had already given up on being human
So this is the last thing i expected in any way

[solastial]

that's wise, at least i think so. you can still be surprised that way, but at least you'll be prepared.

i'm sorry that it happened to you that way. i really am.

[urla]

More or less
It's mostly played out like some kind of Scooby Doo adventure

It's okay
I've learned that fate is pretty fucked up in it's own way
The more you fight against it the more it screws with other people
So you have to just lay back and ride it out

[solastial]

when you put it that way, it seems even crazier ending up here. since this place is like pleasantville or something.

where i'm from, we're still pretty determined to fight fate tooth and nail. well, not the capital f kind of fate. that one you don't mess with.

[urla]

Roman and i fought against a lot of the smaller things
But Destiny was always telling me that there was that big f that i couldn't change
At the end i guess she was right
I fucked up for not listening

[solastial]

i don't think it's wrong to want things to be different. or to try and do things to change what's happening to you. i'd change some things.
if i could.

[urla]

What would you change?

You're getting a lot of convo for milk
I'm just waiting for roman to get bored and fuck off to a bar before coming back

[solastial]

there were people that we lost. i'd like for them to be saved.

i could check the kitchen to see if we need anything else. if you want. if that would help.

[urla]

That's a pretty noble change
Something i could get behind at least

Only if you want
I got a lot of extra cash for xmas that i didn't tell roman about
He's been hounding me about getting a job for his lifestyle shit
I think we can both agree that we need more in the house than just booze and smokes

[solastial]

they were my friends. i don't really know what to say besides that. bringing them back might be selfish.

i'm going to look now. and i do agree. his health will suffer eventually for that.

[urla]

I think we're all selfish when it comes to that
There's nothing I wouldn't do to go back and make sure i didn't lose destiny
I wouldn't have had to take care of roman either

You'd think he wasn't human at one point

[solastial]

i'm not sure i really understand him.
sometimes.

[urla]

That's okay
He doesn't make it easy


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He can be an okay guy
Just has a lot of trust issues

[solastial]

i don't want to be rude, but it seems like that's putting it mildly.

i'm not trying to be insulting.
i'm a little worried.

[urla]

It is what it is
His mom was something else
And i killed him last time we met outside of here

So i guess trust issues is the least that could happen

[solastial]

is it safe for you two to be around one another?

[ He's not worried about himself, because who thinks like that? Not this guy. But... ]

[urla]

we dont have the means to do it anymore
not the way we would anyway

he knows why i did it
and i wouldnt try to do it again unless he was really dangerous